Because 2009 have consisted of more tears then needed. Even now, when the year is coming to its end, so many things are bottled up deep inside. It is slowly coming out, with the help of some failures, but I'm afraid it might soon all burst. Maybe it did today, when i was yelling at everyone I love, or maybe it will all explode when I least expect it to. I do know that all the pressure lately has broke me down and right now I just wanna give up and hide but I'm afraid it's too late for that. Please make 2010 a good year!